so this is goodbye, as i leave for new year.
Written on: Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Time: 11:33 PM

Hello.
note: please read from top til bottom. everything.
i just seek your understanding, as a friend, that's all.

yes, i decided to close this blog, well, you read my tags first.
then continue from here.
oh well, first, we're drifting apart, really.
you may not agree, but that's how i feel..

do you people know that i actually cried every night
because of... this?
you know, we should really sort things out..
i know some of you are really damn close to each other,
i understand that.
but the thing is, i felt ignored and forgotten.

i actually planned not to tell anyone and keep this misery to myself.
but somehow, i just couldnt take it anymore..
yeah, i know, its been a gazillion years that i didnt bother to login to habbo.
so i was just visiting, and woah i am so glad to see you guys are close that fast.
but somehow, as days passed by... i feel like im just a river flowing..
flowing to.. i dont know, somewhere.. i feel so lost.

oh did you guys know that all this started BEFORE the 16th?
even on the 16th itself i feel so.. ignored.
yea, it hurts. i'm really upset.
oh yeah, remember those times we have big convos together?
i just kept quiet as i felt so extra there -_-
yeah, i just kept all this to myself.

and right now, i dont even know what to do.
i dont even know if i have friends.
but i know, im gonna dread going to school, like i said i dont even have any cliques in school.
so if i were to lose you guys, i guess i'm alone.
well, it's okay. i've always been alone..

oh yes, one of the reasons i dont wanna go back to habbo is because of this.
because of me being ignored (sometimes.)
and, i've got no one to talk to, besides, no one talks to me anyway. weee.

and i bet you people dont know that im sick?
oh well, even if i were to tell, the info is so not necessary right? hah.
and, this is just what i feel..
hope you understand..

well, you guys have your own clique right?
good luck to protastic seven.
cheers from ira.

(and as i type, i actually bother to cry.. but who would care anyway.)

thanks for reading this, goodbye <3.
happy new year.
oh yea, in case if you wanna know, once the academic year starts..
just forget me. okay?
be happy with your own lives, c'mon :)